MMG Gripes

Yesterday I cried my eyes out watching Summer Holiday ... yes, the witty Sammi Cheng movie. And yes, I know the movie was out a loooonnngg time ago and supposed to be pretty funny ... so what the heck was I crying my eyes out for you might ask ... Well, just seeing Summer Koo all vulnerable finding out that her finally open heart had been toyed with during the sweet romance she thought was perfect kinda got to me. Yes, because it happened to me too. Especially the part: "Well, you lied about your promise to me too" (Or something like that) Gosh, that brought back memories ... sad ones ... don't recall the perpetrators' faces though ... just the sudden stab of pain in the heart ...

Oh, well, like they say, when one door closes, another opens. Hmm, pretty spiffy door too I must say. Not only has character depth and excitement but also wrapped up in a very nice package ... everything a girl could want. Well, the door is not fully open, just partially, but open nonetheless :) It's a nice change just being myself with someone rather than having to put on another personality just to impress a person. Come to think of it, I'm pretty good at this chameleon stuff. But it's tiring sometimes and the people I wanna impress in the first place always end up actually not impressive enough for me to impress. But then again, not willing to analyze too much what a guy means when he says or does something. I prefer the guy's approach to relationships ... direct and no complicated agenda ... and taking it as it is ... if it turns out to be something more, fine ... if not, fine too ... I'll have a very good-looking friend that has the same wavelength as I do ... nice to see, nice to talk too ... and on to the next prospect ... ;p